Herresolutionwasfor a shorttimeinvoluntarilykeptbytheapproachofhersister, whojoinedherwith a cheerfullook, whichshowedherbettersatisfiedwiththeirvisitors, thanElizabeth.
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"Now," saidshe, "thatthisfirstmeetingisover, I feelperfectlyeasy. I knowmyownstrength, and I shallneverbeembarrassedagainbyhiscoming. I amgladhedineshereonTuesday. Itwillthenbepubliclyseenthat, onbothsides, wemeetonlyascommonandindifferentacquaintance."
Elizabeth, with a triumphantsensation, lookedtowardshisfriend. Heboreitwithnobleindifference, andshewouldhaveimaginedthatBingleyhadreceivedhissanctiontobehappy, hadshenotseenhiseyeslikewiseturnedtowardsMr. Darcy, withanexpressionofhalf-laughingalarm.
Shewasinhopesthattheeveningwouldaffordsomeopportunityofbringingthemtogether; thatthewholeofthevisitwouldnotpassawaywithoutenablingthemtoenterintosomethingmoreofconversationthanthemereceremonioussalutationattendinghisentrance. Anxiousanduneasy, theperiodwhichpassedinthedrawing-room, beforethegentlemencame, waswearisomeanddullto a degreethatalmostmadeheruncivil. Shelookedforwardtotheirentranceasthepointonwhichallherchanceofpleasurefortheeveningmustdepend.
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"Ifhedoesnotcometome, then," saidshe, "I shallgivehimupforever."
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Thegentlemencame; andshethoughthelookedasifhewouldhaveansweredherhopes; but, alas! theladieshadcrowdedroundthetable, whereMissBennetwasmakingtea, andElizabethpouringoutthecoffee, insoclose a confederacythattherewasnot a singlevacancynearherwhichwouldadmitof a chair. Andonthegentlemen's approaching, oneofthegirlsmovedclosertoherthanever, andsaid, in a whisper:
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"Themenshan't comeandpartus, I amdetermined. Wewantnoneofthem; dowe?"
"A manwhohasoncebeenrefused! Howcould I everbefoolishenoughtoexpect a renewalofhislove? Isthereoneamongthesex, whowouldnotprotestagainstsuch a weaknessas a secondproposaltothesamewoman? Thereisnoindignitysoabhorrenttotheirfeelings!"
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Shewas a littlerevived, however, byhisbringingbackhiscoffeecuphimself; andsheseizedtheopportunityofsaying:
"Wellgirls," saidshe, assoonastheywerelefttothemselves, "Whatsayyoutotheday? I thinkeverythinghaspassedoffuncommonlywell, I assureyou. Thedinnerwasaswelldressedasany I eversaw. Thevenisonwasroastedto a turn—andeverybodysaidtheyneversawsofat a haunch. ThesoupwasfiftytimesbetterthanwhatwehadattheLucases' lastweek; andevenMr. Darcyacknowledged, thatthepartridgeswereremarkablywelldone; and I supposehehastwoorthreeFrenchcooksatleast. And, mydearJane, I neversawyoulookingreaterbeauty. Mrs. Longsaidsotoo, for I askedherwhetheryoudidnot. Andwhatdoyouthinkshesaidbesides? 'Ah! Mrs. Bennet, weshallhaveheratNetherfieldatlast.' Shedidindeed. I dothinkMrs. Longisasgood a creatureaseverlived—andherniecesareveryprettybehavedgirls, andnotatallhandsome: I likethemprodigiously."
"Ithasbeen a veryagreeableday," saidMissBennettoElizabeth. "Thepartyseemedsowellselected, sosuitableonewiththeother. I hopewemayoftenmeetagain."
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Elizabethsmiled.
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"Lizzy, youmustnotdoso. Youmustnotsuspectme. Itmortifiesme. I assureyouthat I havenowlearnttoenjoyhisconversationasanagreeableandsensibleyoungman, withouthaving a wishbeyondit. I amperfectlysatisfied, fromwhathismannersnoware, thatheneverhadanydesignofengagingmyaffection. Itisonlythatheisblessedwithgreatersweetnessofaddress, and a strongerdesireofgenerallypleasing, thananyotherman."